Thanks for your input.
Yes looking back is so easy to understand what I was going through.
Nowadays I live in a smaller city but still kind polluted because the problems ,with fires at the summer.
It is so clear to me now ..My body has given me all the clues all this time and I couldn't see.
I always loved to be at the beach or close to it ( clean air) always feel great eating veggies and fruits instead cooked foods( clean diet).. I believe I will need to move again...