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I feel i have reached the end of my road.....
Sharmin:
Ambareen, I hope that brighter days are ahead for you. Only you can understand what you are going through, I hope you find the strength and will to get through this seemingly impossible situation. I send my love and prayers to get you through this situation when you feel too exhausted to pray and go on - I know that the prayers of your friends here will help you get through this.
Love,
Sharmin
mrtariqkhan:
Hi, Ambreen has written something that would crush the heart of any parent. Firstly I would say to you that all our prayers are with you to help you in this phase of life. I am not good at giving out advice but I will do so here – because I think people like me need to reassure themselves that what they believe is right? every now and then.
Hope, is all we humans have. First thing that I learned at a very young age was this. It was something that time didn’t teach me easily. I lost my mom at a very young age , I can totally feel how you feel- my world came crashing down too. I didn’t knew what to do, who to talk to as I belong to a very conservative family- I blamed God for this, thought about killing myself too . But that wasn’t enough – there was something missing… I Sat down - thought about what was the most important thing in my life – I was surprised to realize that it was a Hope to see my mom again, to fall asleep in her lap again- talk to her…. So started thinking what was necessary to do that. I found closure in religion- other wise there is nothing available on which you can believe and hope to see your loved ones again. What would we do if there is no religion to support your thought that one day if you are righteous , you would see your loved ones and stay with them forever. Such a beautiful thought.
It was difficult for me to believe on this in the start as I was a so so believer of God. But as time passed I realized this was the only thread (hope) that I was hanging on to. God is infact someone that gave us this life and frankly speaking we people who live In a better place of the world as compared to people in war torn countries like Somalia and Palestine take our lives for granted. I know I used to do this when I was living in UAE , spent 20 years of my life there. I know the artificial life that exists there the routine makes you believe that everyone will live for ever. Do you know that the water we flush down the drain in a day is the amount that a Somalian kid gets to drink for a month.
My sister we all are nothing but humans and mortal ones. There are a lot many kids who didn’t even see the world and die. You and me should be thankful that we have been given a chance to know why we are here – to know our creator, to know that creator of this balanced life of the universe is just in his decisions and has put everything in its place for a reason. just as you and me have a reason to live.
You guys are what we see our kids tomorrow. You have a greater responsibility on your selves. What you say, is what our children will say tomorrow. You will have to live for all the parents, for your parents who have such miracles in their laps and hope that one day they will be living their lives normally.
Please, understand your place in this life and hope that everything will turn out fine. It always does…. It requires great courage to speak about your problems it takes a lesserr amount to follow the right path. May God guide you and all of us in this test of life.
I hope , I haven’t offended you in anyway. Take a lot of care – do what andy is telling you , his advices always work. And live happy and contented with what you get. What you don’t – you will. :wink
Ambareen:
Hi and Salaam to all you so so so kaind ppl,
I really dont know where to start, when i read all the replies that i got for my letter i couldnt stop crying and i still am with tears of happiness, you all are so nice i felt like i was..... i dont know what to say i just cant find words,
Sometimes i find myself standing all alone in the dark and no one to reach to, but all you ppl are like that light in the darkness, im feel so lucky to have you as my friends whom i can open up to in the time of ...... i dont know how to thank you all.
I will surely talk to the doctors able my insuine and about the vitamin D, Thanks a lot Andy all all of you for taking out your so praicious times for being there for me.
I will surely let all of you know about me when i completely come out of it, Im really not that kind of a person to get depressed about something, specially regarding thalassemia, i always used to be the one who would say to this positive in life and look at the brighter side, i still am so surprised by the way i was feeling.... insha allah hu taala i will recover i try my best to never give up....
Ironman:
Who said that death will be better?
What about the little boy with no hands or legs and cancer all over the body? Should he give up 2?
I know you, and I know that you know that this is only a stage in life.
If there is no rain, how would you then appriciate the sun?
Giving up/Dying never helped anyone, so start fighting soldier! :hugfriend
Dont make me come to Dubai and yell at you :biggrin
Canadian_Family:
Ambreen,
--- Quote from: Ambareen on December 31, 2007, 10:55:47 AM --- I will surely let all of you know about me when i completely come out of it, Im really not that kind of a person to get depressed about something, specially regarding thalassemia, i always used to be the one who would say to this positive in life and look at the brighter side, i still am so surprised by the way i was feeling.... insha allah hu taala i will recover i try my best to never give up....
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I saw your latest post and very happy that you are coming over those feelings. We all have a share of good and bad feelings in our lifetime so don't be surprised. Looking at your post I realized you are an optimist, all you need is a little encouragement and help.
Please keep us in the loop because you are among friends.
Regards.
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